frantic.

state of mind for the moment. two quizzes tomorrow, no mood for preparation. math's grade's falling. real low. although it's still 86%, that's a 3.0 for this freakin teacher. how can she cut off points when you simply forget a single 'unit' behind the antiderivative? or, when she doesn't like the way you phrase a certain answer, she'll cut off 5 points. or, the infamous period (yes, i mean . for those of you who don't get it). just 1 missing period from the sentence leaves you hanging with a 9.9/10. insanity. aarg! how can i get a 3.0 for my math?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i'd better catch up. if she wants 1 graph, i'll draw 3. damn.

anyway a sad announcement -- my chiki died. died yesterday, i think due to overtoxicity. didn't realize that i'd actually used human doses to treat its eye infection. stupid isn't it?

another thing that drives me somewhat crazy is... my messy house. somehow it can't seem to get any tidier. everytime i clean the kitchen, it'd be stained the next day. and i can't stand it! sighs. where's my maid?