mind works.

well, another friday, another relief. but again i have to fuss over university applications again. after all, berkeley's deadline is feb 15. speaking of berkeley, i think that my chances of getting in there is extremely low. not because of my GPA (well, thankfully my GPA is still considered among the average GPA that they accepted last year), but it's because i've been taking all the wrong classes. and that's a big bummer, cos berkeley thinks that the completion of all the prerequisite courses prior to admission is VERY important. last year, 1000+ people tried to enrol into berkeley, but out of all of them, only 300+ were eligible! the others were not even considered because they have not finished the prerequisite courses by spring quarter. and of course, i haven't too *sobs*. so i think that my chances are really jeopardized now.

anyway, i'm about to talk about some crappy stuff. yup, things that go into my mind when i stare into space. well, have any of you ever written/thought of something that is somewhat reflective of your life, and at that moment felt that it was the most profound thing you've ever thought of in your entire life? i have, a lot of times in fact. well, try to recall some of them, and you realize that they are so corny! i don't know about others, but that happens to me. it sounds so corny that i don't even want to admit that i was the "author" of those corny lines! can you believe that in 2004, i wrote about how i actually thought that my relationship with my ex that time was something so "special" because it'd prove to everyone that, you know, he and i would make it through anything and we'd end up together forever! it sounds as corny as backstreet boys' song: "anywhere for you". =s even as i'm typing these words out and recalling the other stuff i wrote that time, my cheeks are flushin' red. *quivers*

oh, i'm finally getting manicure & pedicure for my miserable hands and feet. they look so ugly that if people don't know me, they'd think that i do manual labor at some construction site or something! time to make them look pretty and cute. (:

and i'll try to post more frequently, though i don't know if anyone still reads my blog =p