i'm not okay.

i'm so so so not okay. why must he be like that? i don't wanna like him. he's not serious anyway. i don't wanna hurt myself.

yesterday we went rollerblading at green lake park. the view was beautiful. hm. the weather's clear & shiny, cherry blossoms were blooming. lovely. and the weather wasn't so cold. so we rented in-line skates and went rollerblading. it was fun... it's been so long since i rollerbladed so it was really fun. oh, we also bumped into edwin and his girlfriend! they're such a sweet couple (jealous! > <) but stupid don... punk'd me. he pretended he didn't know where his car is, and he hid among the bushes as i shivered in the cold and panicked, searching for his car. (i wasn't putting on any jacket and the temperature was dropping as it was getting late!) it's so not funny. i was really cold! and my feet hurt. and then all he said was 'i punk'd u' i was so so so mad. but he treated me dinner. at least. and he promised to be my 'slave' for the whole of tuesday. =P

and when i reached home i went to dina's house and did our project together (ends up we did it in don's house and he wasn't helping.) didn't do the project with jason because he came back late (cos i actually promsied to do it with him...).

but this morning i was really surprised and flattered. don... he actually cooked breakfast for me. he's feeling guilty i know! hahaha. it's really funny. yea it was quite simple. some fruits and eggs & sausage with toast. but it was really really sweet. and he even drove me to school. but that's what making it not okay. i mean, if he keeps on doing this kind of thing, i'll fall for him. i really don't want to. he's not serious. i can't fall for him. i'll only hurt myself if i do. oh wells... it's 1.05pm now and i have to go for a workshop soon.(that's why it's pretty short today...) aah. heck. he wants to pick me up from school, cook me lunch and dinner too. i can't let this happen. damn.