all the missing drama-

i've been posting stuff on my blog so far, but minus all the drama. well why not put it in today?! hehe. that was what my blog was for at first right? for all the stupid drama. okays.

so there's this taiwan guy named peter. i think he just came in this quarter, or something like that, and well, he seems to be somewhat crazy. he likes to talk about me, uses my name as his while playing some online game, bugs people for my number, email, where i am, ask me to go online etc. okay so maybe he has the hots for me, but you know what? if he's a man he should go straight to me! okay maybe it's scary but if that's the way you show your feelings then it's really lame. Uber lame. like, firstly, you don't bug my guy friends about me. they're guys. they're not girls who'd giggle and perhaps try to help you get closer to the person you're crushing. they'd only be annoyed. second. the way he does that freaks me out. if he can play it cool it'd be much better for both parties, don't you think? (at least it saves me the trouble from talking to him. eww)

another drama-rama is sj (i get all fired up when i talk about this, so don't mind me). okay so we broke up. who asked for it? he did! and what did he want me to do? forget all about the past and move on, right? and i did. and what he's trying to do now seems like the opposite of it. he's like trying to rekindle some old flames. i dont mind being friends after that whole episode you know, but if he does that then i get super uncomfortable. honestly i don't know how to tell him nicely to stop it, or shortly "get a life". okay i appreciate all the attention but it's over. must i keep telling him lies like "oh, hey i got a boyfriend already", or stuff that'd hurt like "oh, hey you know wut? i wana go look 4 my bf now. cya!" and stuff just to make him stop momentarily? maybe i shouldn't be deciding what he should feel about me; it's just that i'm really uncomfortable and would rather him not to. at least, not until i can manage it well.

another 1 i can think of is this girl who, well at least i thought, hates me. at least that's the impression i get, but kevin told me a few days ago her side of the story, and now it seems like she wants to talk to me. uh-oh, i hate these face-to-face conversations. i don't know how it'd turn out. especially this kind of thing - you say something wrong and that's it. anyway i don't have much good vibes about her, so i'd better keep my distance.