it's dark.

the dark skies plus the rainy season seems to have an effect on me. perhaps weather really can affect your mood; no wonder people who live without sunlight for a long period of time become depressed. think it's sinking into me too. or perhaps it's all the walking-under-the-rain-miserably-when-others-have-cars!

i sort of screwed up yesterday. so much for trying to ask people's help and messing it up. if you want to ask someone then stick to 1 person. i hardly do that you see, and when i do it tends to flop, real bad, like yesterday. feels so bad. especially to jeffri. well, don's part was a misunderstanding too. feel kinda bad that i didn't explain it to angie well yesterday. now i think it makes don looks bad. but hey girl if you're reading this you should know it's all a misunderstanding, and i'm the one at fault here. hehs. i know i should go into the details but don't feel like it.

anyway, after i got home yesterday (after a looong tiring day), i tried to make some danish pastries. just for the sake of tryin. and then it flopped. not cos of me, but the recipe i found on the internet. i knew something's wrong with it! how can you make the bread part without yeast?! and how can you make a pastry without sugar other than at the icing? good thing i added in the sugar myself. can't imagine how it'd taste like without sugar. all bland and only crisp. plus none of the fluff a bread should have. sheesh. next time i should trust my instincts more.

also to my surprise yesterday someone unexpected gave me a call and wanted to hang out with me. hmm...

now for today. well, nothing much. production hour sucks. what's up with "distressing" the wood by hitting it with socks filled with nuts and bolts? that's weird. i seriously prefer painting. did some last minute pre-registration for next quarter too. you know, actually i should start worrying about my transfer to 4-year universities. but somehow i still have no clue which uni i want to go to other than UW Seattle. i don't want to leave seattle, but still i don't want to go to some of the not-so-good universities like Seattle University. why must they only have 1 good 1 here when i'm starting to like it here?! i don't like L.A.- too metropolitan and too much high life. san francisco? perhaps, but which university? USF? thought my cousin just told me that it sucks. i definitely can't go to places like indiana like i said before. that's no place for a shopaholic like me. put me there and you'll see me thin & wrinkly with super swollen eyes because i'd cry everyday!! (seattle's shopping kind of sucks too, but at least they still have SOME places to shop...)